a rabbit hole of possibilities

It is absolutely interesting the different things that happens in ones life. It it a changing factor you know. In fact, I have always said that one is never too old to learn new things within the world. I was supposed to go to Japan if you remember from my last post, however, I changed my mind and now I have been accepted to Simon Fraser University in British Columbia. I am quite happy about this and I look forward to doing education there. However, this is not the point of my blog this evening. In fact, it entails me somewhat praising myself at the efforts that I have put into writing my book. It has been a task that not many have listened to me about and in fact the bits and pieces that I have read for some they usually respond, saying, "it certainly makes you want to read more." I have been wondering if in fact they will want to read more once they have moved over the first few pages of the manuscript. I know it is certainly not of the quality of C.S. Lewis, J.R.R Tolkien, nor L. Ron Hubbard. I do not even have an awesome name like so many of the great writers did. I mean I could make it I.M.S. W***t, but mostly that looks something more of a medical emergency than anything else.

This past month I spent my time on the East Coast of Canada and I spoke to many friends who seem wo be embarking on such new an interesting aspects of their lives. However, I keep telling myself that in fact my life is quite interesting and eventful, but in a different light. I guess it is never easy to see the glitz and glamour of ones own life, especially when one is living it at the moment of contemplation.

However, I have been diving a bit into Astrophysics and the like of Philosophy and Astronomy. I have been finding them quite interesting though I fear the mathematics involved in the beginning. I imagine it nevertheless, being along those lines my third degree in a line of many to come, well not exactly, since after this degree at SFU, I will be focusing on getting my Master in English and then after a diploma in Graphic Design and then most likely a PhD in English studies, not exactly sure yet, but I can see it for sure. It feels great knowing that the clouds are not blocking my view anymore and the world is slowly but surely making sense. In the film "What the Bleep" it focuses a lot at the end on the amount of knowledge one has, the more possibilities one is willing to accept. Though I am feeling, more and more, that the more knowledge I acquire the more possibilities I notice, but also am willing to organize them. The world is an interesting place and one never knows what is at the end of the rabbit hole, but you always know that they only way out is up, it all just depends on when one is willing to make that climb. This entry is more emotional than political or critical of worldly things, however, sometimes it is important to put one self out there and see what the cosmos hold.